Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i feel tat i have lost everything.. my friends my family members n alots alots of things.. i don know who am i.. y i was born in tis world?? y do i have to trouble pple?? y cant i solve myself?? y cant i do it myself?? pple blame mi for things wrong blame mi for trouble them.. y am i so troublesome?? y cant i be more indenpented?? y i so scared of alot of things?? y i so stuqid?? y i so childish?? y am i not clever?? i living in somebody shadow all tis while.. i haven found myself.. maybe in the first place my mum should not have give birth mi. only know hw to trouble her. do nothing to make her proud.. maybe i should leave tis world earlier than anyone.. keeping mi in here only useless.. i do alots of thinking but i still cant get the answer. who can really lighten up my life?? who can really tell mi wat life is?? wat can i do to let my mum know tat i am not useless.
Labels: who am i
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